April 12, 2009
For the past four years, I've been constantly thinking about assignments, readings, journals, clients and groups. I've worried that things are due, or I haven't prepared enough for this or that, or even that I have to get up early in the morning!
That's all gone. I'm free. And I don't know what to do! I've applied for jobs, but I'm restricted in that I can only really work for a few months. I thought about some volunteer work, or even taking up a hobby, but I just don't know right now. As I said, I'm still in the freaking fog.
I remember talking to someone when I was in a fog before. They said that when you are in a fog, anything is possible, and when you come out the other end, you just might find yourself in a better place. I know where I will be coming out, but being in here right now is unnerving. It's so unfamiliar.
I'm free. What to do for the next few months? Huh...